+ whats painful is when you secretly love a person, who may be committed or not, and keep the pain to your self when you're hurtin'. and just when you've learned to move on and let go of your feelings, here he is.. loving you.. and maybe, just maybe.. wanting to have you..

all i was waiting for was to hear you say it's ME. but were you just to honest to say it's someone else? or were you just too afraid to stand up for me. i didn't wanna expect that you were just afraid to spill, but if you just were, i just wanna let you know that i was just waiting for you to say that it's me you're falling for, it's me whom you love. cause in reality, i'd catch you. but i guess you'd rather let someone else do. :'(

but now you're gone, i just don't give a damn. cause now amn lettin' go..

my oh my!! the transition?! bdt goes ethnic?! is this true?! haha :) well.. lucky for me i was casted.. but deng! ethnic?! am i lucky to be casted o.. parusa toh!!? haha :) ma'am j kxe ei.. y nmn ethnic dubah? first time ever nag ethnic an bdt.. xamen p natapat.. haha :) oh well.. lucky nlng for me this aint my debut performance in the bdt.. (wawa iung iba n nacast n debut performance nila toh.haha) kahit panu nmn maganda debut performance coh.. modern.. haha :) (step up.. yeba!!) aiun.. la lan.. kainiz pa.. arrr.. d n nga namen pinaghandaan iung costume cause we're only performing for an intermission number.. kaso d man lan kme nakapagrehearse before the number.. aiun.. nagkalat kme.. haha :) kahiya itich..

naco naco.. kun ala lan tong extra credits in nstp, xiguro, ndi n lan aq xumayaw,.,haha.. but xhiet.. kelangan coh nun ei.. dame coh kxe absents,. haha :)

and my!! nalaglag nga pla aq.. ahhaha :) tawa n lan xempwe.,. wa poise ei.. peo keri lan.. buti side stage n lan aq nalaglag.. d kita nan lahat! konti lan.. haha :) (nga pla.. isa p ian.. the stage was too damn small.. siksikan tuloi kme.. haha!)

oh my!! DL.. harhar :) well.. la aq lakas nan loob i-blog toh sa friendster ei.. la lan.. paran an kapal coh kxe.. hehe :) eon.. my oh my.. an sarap nan feeling.. DL aq... ahaha ahahaha :) whoops.. you might get me wrong ah.. ndi toh sa acads huh.. sa BDT tsiong.. hahaha :) anxaya ei,, na-DL aq nun dance workshop namen last saturday.. that was exactly november 18.. kaxama coh ma-DL sila pong and part.. my gosh.. cavite chapter nga daw ee.. harhar.. :) mga cavite residents bah nmn.. hehe :) grabee.. d coh tlga nieexpect... akala coh kinalawang n aq ei.,haha :) xemwpe nuh. ilang days ba nmng walang workshop.. harhar :) eon.. basta.. anxaya.. ahhaha.. i just hope that wouldn't be my last.. hehe.. paran' an sad naman kxe kun that was my first and last diba? haha :) oh well.. much of my silly thoughts.. gusto co lan kxe ilagay iung experience n iun d2.... eheh :)